Bonds…

Connecting…Merging…Binding…The actions that this very universe is made of.The big bang theory states something about different gasses coming together and so forming our solar system as we know it.When we look at the smallest micro-organism…at a cellular level…it’s still made from even smaller particles bound together.Everything around us is made by bounds…We also have the tendancy to bind with something/someone.Throughout life you gain friends,family,loved ones and so on.We uncounciously search for such connections even if we sometimes deny it.Sadly we know not how to apreciate our loved ones the way they deserve it…thus these bonds are forgotton or lost…we break appart…and all becomes a memory.Time is a cruel misstress indeed…but so are we… for we have only ourselves to blame when it comes to the distruction of connections.No bond is perfect…all have a weak spot… which the world doesn’t hessitate to attack… in most cases this so called weak spot is of such insignificance that we don’t even mind looking after it… still that’s why it’s called a WEAK SPOT, because it’s unprotected.So many friendships have ended due to a small quarrel…so many loves have faded away due to a small mistake or due to one of the partners not believing the other.One moment you’re making beautiful music toghether and the next you’re miles apart…This fills the world with sadness.Bonds are hard to uphold eh? Just like a flower…they must be watered, you have to take care of them…and if something comes in between then be prepared to fight for your friendship. Sometimes you don’t even realise how far apart you’ve grown from someone until it’s to late…So I’d like to thank a few people that I feel bonded to…and that I don’t want to lose…I’d like to thank Ioana for always knowing what to say when I’m in a difficult spot and when I’m confused…I’d Like to thank Dana for being the kindest sister in the world and the nicest person I know…I’d like to thank Flory for all the nice things she said to me…I’d Like to thank Raisa and Oana for always being able to make a frown into a smile… I’d Like to thank Ada for being a person anyone can trust…I’d like to thank Adelina for being so straightforward these 4 years since I’ve known her…I’d like to thank Virgil for all he’s taught me…I’d like to thank Liviu as well as Bogdi for being such good friends for the past 12 years…I’d like to thank Roxy for always being nice to me…I’d like to thank Patri for being herself and for teaching me what it means to be a strong person…I’d like to thank Flavia for being someone I can always count on…I’d like to thank Adela for always looking at life with a smile and teaching me how important that is…I’d like to thank Manu for always making me laugh…I’d like to thank Claudiu for being someone I could always talk to about all sorts of things others wouldn’t find interesting…I’d like to thank Misi for being the best friend a guy can have and someone who can always get your mind away from the troubles in your life…I’d like to thank Diana Mistreanu for all her conforting words when both of us had similar troubles…I’d like to thank Lilah for teaching me a lesson and making me realise who I really am…I’d like to thank Emy for being a friend when I needed one most…I’d like to thank Schnitzy for reminded me what it means to be a dreamer…I’d like to thank Dex for his critics…I’d like to thank Alex for being a great friend all these years…I’d like to thank my fantastic four Daia Deeiu Cria and Dia for giving me some of the most wonderful moments of my life…I’d like to thank Lica, Gery and Alex for being a pack of guys you can always have fun with…I’d like to thank Lavi for being the most inocent sister in the world and trusting me whenever she had problems…I’d like to thank Ureche for teaching me not to agitate myself for every little thing…I’d like to thank Deea for being the greatest sister and friend anyone can wish for I’d like to thank Nadia for creating 8thanimeinstinct and bringing together a great group of people…I’d like to thank Saba for helping me get rid of some of my fears…I’d like to thank Crissu for the time of my life… I’d like to thank Nova and Raul for some Carslberg green in a gray city of Ploiesti… I’d like to thank Raul from Craiova for his crazy ideas… I’d like to thank Alexa for inspiring me into writing a blog…I’d like to thank Ade Akyko for bringing a spot of color into my life and for showing me why I like fighting for someone that much…I’d also like to thank each and every one of you readers or fellow bloggers…and all you people in my life that have surely helped me one way or the other…Thank you for my life and thank you for teaching me so many things…Please don’t forget how important it is to care about your friends and never let your bonds break…Take Care…

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Published in: on April 23, 2008 at 3:17 pm  Comments (1)  

Shimmer…

What are you willing to risk? What sacrifices would you make for something important? Will you go against the world? If you have all the odds against you…would you take that big risk and give it your all to see your dream come true? Ce suna a comedie romantica cele scrise mai sus…dar why not? No matter how cold you act…nor does it matter how much you relinquish the fact that you wish for such a love story…you want it…deep down somewhere…your attitude towards life…you acting angry,sad,like you don’t give a shit at all…it’s all just a mask…you desire your own song…your own mellody of life…you see yourself being played along the notes that surround the world…you feel lifted above all that worries you…you are purely and ultimately care free…like a deep breath of air…all around you is gone…exept you and that important thing…god…what a feeling…so undescribable…i can hardly find my words…this funny, yet emotional experience is best compared to a shimmering light in a dark and grey world…something small but brighter than anything you will ever encounter…sadly it is belived that all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade…mostly this is true due to the fact that everyone is waiting for it to vanish…or even worse…some don’t even think they can reach it…god…i sound really stupid…all this is so hard to belive…still i belive it…and i’m writing because i want to convince people that there is something much more to life than just going through it…i might sound like a stupid dreamer that doesn’t face “reality”…but why would i be as cold as so many out there?Why would I not care?…Why should I just leave the world alone and mind my own business…To hell with that…I want to show the world i care…I want to show that i give a shit…I want to show everybody that i fight for what is important…I wish people would care just a little bit more…express yourself more…smile more…help more…be a good friend more often…accept more…love more…just…don’t lose your human side…for our feelings are the ones that devide us from other beings…everything seems broken…everthing seems lost…everything seems a waste of time…well it’s not…if you love someone don’t let him go…not just yet…you can never be sure that person comes back even though the feelings could be bothsided…of course not all people can be the same…not all people like to talk…not all people fight…which in my opinion is the problem…there is surely something everone desires at a certain moment in time…well god damn it, if you want it then go get it you idiot…it’s not gonna wait there forever…don’t let it become a memory…fulfill your wish…fulfill your dream…stand up tall and never forget…even if at first you don’t succede…try again…and again…and again…and if something is not meant to be…you will realise it…but if you belive with everything you are…then whatever stands in your way…you can overcome…and i don’t care if you think this is a bunch of crap…you can achieve anything…you may be paraplegic…or depressed…or you feel there is nothing that you could do to win her heart over…or whatever the cause may be…you can do it…you can walk again…you can smile again…you can show her how you feel and make her realise she feels the same…just belive me for once…dissapointment is a part of life…never let it get to you…belive…fight…show everybody you mean it…show who needs to see you mean it…take a deep breath and just go for it…ready…set…GO!!!

Published in: on April 11, 2008 at 10:48 pm  Comments (1)