Impulse…

So there I was on the tram(car) with a friend and we just passed Muzikia so I just decided to jump out of it and buy something. I always loved music and i’ve played the guitar and the drumbs before but I had never gotton my own instrument so I thought what the hell,lets just get one.There was a huge selection of stuff but there only one little thing that caught my atention.It was the tiny harmonica.People don’t buy those anymore.They say it’s outdated and doesn’t atract people the way other instruments do but that’s not true.You can sing a variety of gernes on it,from folk to blues and jazz.It sounds wierd when you first start playing it but then you start getting used to it and beautiful songs are created from such a small thing.My point was that I’m actualy proud of what I bought on pure impulse.If it was any other moment I’d have thought to myself “Meh,i’ll get something another time” but that wasn’t the case on monday 20th October 2008.

The thing is that doing things from impulse can sometimes result in something far greater than you expected.You can’t always plan things because that’s not the way the world works.Sometimes however much you plan something out, it still fails because that’s the way it’s supposed to happen.Sure people say that there’s a much higher possibility of a plan succeding than a sudden idea.But then again they’ve been proven wrong so often.Sometimes the little one succed agains the powerful ones.Call it David VS Goliath. It may be hard for some people to just rely on their instincts but when they feel it’s what they have to do then they just have to go for it and risk it! I haven’t risked as much as I wanted in my life and maybe I regret that but it’s never to late to start.In the end, when someone defies the odds, he is admired and given as an example everywhere.It’s true that sometimes taking things to fast can result into failure but then again you can miss an incredible oportunity and then regret it.And falling into regret is the last thing that anyone wishes.Live your life without regrets remember?The impulsive way without thinking things through can also be called the stupids way,but maybe,just maybe, that way’ll result in something far more beautiful than any plan would have concucted.So stare towards the moon, get a grip on yourself and grab the oportunity.You can’t always plan it out.You don’t have anything to lose right?GAMBATE!!!

This post was written for auto-motivational purpose only.Usege of motivation from this post might result in phisical or mental damage.Trust me I know what I’m talking about.I’ll risk it but i may lose something that’s very precious to me.I might even part with something that was along with me for so much time…I’ve never even thought about giving this away…This…which I lost so many times…but it always came back…I…I…daisuki…

Update: I recieved this poem and I thought I should post it here for some reasons I don’t want to tell you:

Don’t Quit

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you’re trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don’t you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won if he’d stuck it out.
Don’t give up, though the pace seems slow –
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor’s cup,
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.

Success is failure turned inside out –
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are –
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you’re hardest hit –
It’s when things seem worst that you mustn’t quit.

Author Unknown

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Published in: on October 26, 2008 at 2:48 am  Comments (1)  

Saviour…

Deci am decis sa scriu ceva in seara asta.Am spus ca voi scrie o surpriza,ceva mai special pentru cineva special.Imi e greu sa fac mai mult,sau cel putin nu pot in momentul acesta deci voi scrie pentru acea persoana cate putin pentru ca ea este o persoana care m-a afectat si m-a ajutat sa nu fac o greseala mare.Nu sunt un fan mare al scrisului in limba romana deci voi scrie in engleza pentru ca mi se pare ca te poti exprima mult mai bine asa.

So my special someone.First of all, I’m still wondering how we met in that wierd way.I’ve met a lot of special people through anime but none as incredible as you.You are so…me.That’s all I can think of.I’ve never met a person that can see through me so clearly although we never even laid eyes on eachother.It’s like you’re inside of me and it feels as thought I’m vulnerable but for the first time in my life I want to be that way.I want to let you inside and find out everything about me.I’m not afraid but I need a little bit of time to get used to this feeling.I’m a wierd little person and you know that very well.Sometimes I think that I don’t even have to tell you anything else because you know me inside out.It’s not the case though because there are lots of hidden things inside my silly head.You on the other hand are pretty unbeliveable.You coloured my world and made it a sunnier place.The moment I met you I thought she’s exactly what I wanted to meet.Don’t ask me where I got this idea because it was just a hunch and I was right.It’s wierd how,when I want to meet someone new I always wind up meeting the right person.Although I usually don’t get to the right place with that person at least I met her and something beautiful was created.At least I can say that in this life I got to know you a little bit and for one moment in time at least YOU were a very important part of my life.But I’m already going other directions.I had a really tough time and you gave me a hand and lifted me up.I’m sorry that I caused you trouble.You know best how I react when I’m angry.I just say stupid things that I don’t mean.I’ve got no idea how in heaven’s name you had patience.You truly are amazing.I’m sorry I can’t do more to make you happy.I’ll try everything that I can to always help you smile.Because you’re special.Because when you smile it seems that the world is a prettier place.Because it’s the least I can do.I really wish I could brighten up your day more.Although I knew all the stuff you told me,I only listened to it when you said it.You made me smile again.You helped me feel better all the time.You gave me the feeling that I’m not alone.I feel more at home and at peace now.So I can only thank you now and try to be more for you.I wish to see you smile forever.That’s hardly possible but at least most of the time.I’ve reached over 500 words but I still don’t think I’ve said everything.Wait…I’m sure I haven’t.But I’ll leave that for another time.I’ve been told something by a really good friend that helpped me many times.I didn’t listen to that piece of advice.I think I made the right choice.Time will tell.One last thing…Thank you again for being my guiding light…You truly and deeply helpped me through a hard time.I…I…well…I think you’re beautiful in the purest way possible…So thank you my little saviour.I’m not alone.You’re with me and I promise I will always be with you,wheather as a spirit,as a friend,as a boyfriend,as a whatever I may be :)).I just want you to now I’m here.So…Thank You Diana…

Published in: on October 22, 2008 at 12:54 am  Comments (3)  

Good Times…

Cateodata viata iti da lectii,iti preda un curs.Acum ramane la latitudinea ta daca il asculti sau daca te pui si te culci cum am facut eu in ora de FIM.Ce ai de invatat din acel curs?Pai depinde de perioada.Cateodata te pune fata in fata cu o persoana care te impresioneaza.Poti sa porti discutii inteligente cu ea si sa te simti in largul tau cu ea.Alteori te afli intre persoane cu care nu te vedeai niciodata,cu care ai putine in comun, dar care te influenteaza intr-un fel surprinzator.Never forget where you came from.Let me tell you a lil’ story.

Cand eram mic eram evident influentat de parinti in primul rand.Tatal meu era fan boy-bands deci era clar ca pe vechiul casetofon(care avea o putere impresionanta) ascultam deseori trupe gen Backstreet Boys, Westlife, Boyzone si asa mai departe.Avand in vedere ca mi-a fost influentata copilaria de acesti artisti nu pot sa neg ca inca mai am o slabiciune pentru genul acela de melodii.In timpul fabuloasei gradinite imi dezvoltasem si propriile gusturi muzicale constand in Toto Cutugno si DJ Bobo.Ce pot sa zic,eram mai ciudat dar sa fim seriosi,cei doi se stiau in acele vremuri glorioase.Cum anii treceau descopeream tot felul de genuri noi si de melodii care ma atrageau.Am fost evident si in faza in care eu trebuia sa detin tot ce e nou necontand faptul ca imi place sau nu.Trebuia sa am acele melodi.Nu pot sa zic ca regret pentru ca in toata mocirla de note muzicale am gasit si cateva foarte atractive.High-school.Toata lumea stie ca la liceu se formeaza gusturile muzicale cele mai impunatoare.Those were “Good Times”.Petreceam toata ziua pe malul Timisului cu gasca de pe atunci.Deeiu,Daia,Cria,Dia,Turchi,Geri,Lica,Manga…2 ani si ceva…frumos. Si influenta evident ca a fost mare si Hip-Hop-ul s-a impregnat in mine. Un beat de-al lui Lica facut asa de simplu si totusi asa expresiv.Era arma anti-manele de pe vremea aceea.O data in viata mea am fost si eu influentat de muzica in vestimentatie si evident ca purtam blugi largi, multe tricouri imense si hanorace. Si ce pot sa zic…Nu regret nici o clipa.We had fun ce dracu.Chiar daca nu faceam cine stie ce,ne simteam bine si asta e tot ce conta.Alas, that time has passed as well. Ajungi din nou cam singur si incepi sa dezvolti placeri pentru ceva…destul de nou.Rock.Nu poate sa nu-ti placa genul acesta.E peste tot si exista un stil de rock pentru fiecare.(Am uitat sa mentionez de scurta perioada cand frecventam discotecile si ascultam house-thank god that’s over).Alternative,Indie,Heavy Metal,Hard Rock,Punk si putem continua.E genul de muzica in care gasesti orice.Rock-ul exprima toate situatile din viata,de la starea de distrus la starea de Rockstar.Poti dansa pe el,poti sa te prostesti pe el, poti sa-l canti, poti sa-l intelegi si sa-i gasesti un sens mai adanc decat unei melodii care consta in totalitate din basi.Rock-ul e rock si niciodata nu va fi vreun curent mai puternic.Numai in rock a existat “The King”.Nu ai auzit de regele house-ului asa-i?ACDC,Twisted Sister,Metallica,Goo Goo Dolls,Greenday,Red Hot Chilly Peppers,Arctic Monkeys,Snow Patrol toti influenteaza un numar imens de persoane si exprima foarte multe lucruri.Nu are cum sa nu-mi placa.Daca nu iti place,nu ai descoperit inca trupa pentru tine.In cazul meu: My number ones are Goo Goo Dolls.Rock inseamna revolutie,inseamna putere,inseamna determinare si curaj,inseamna motivatie,inseamna credinta proprie,inseamna tot ce nu ar putea niciodata sa insemne toate celelalte genuri la un loc.N-am nimic cu houseri,cu hip-hoperi,cu orice vreti voi…dar ar trebui sa isi dea seama ca la sfarsitul zilei tot rock-ul e peste tot.It’s a beautiful day so in concluzie:

ROCK RULZ!
COLLEGE RULZ!

Published in: on October 18, 2008 at 2:37 am  Comments (3)  

Self-search Pt. II…

Si seria survey-urilor continua cu toate ca ieri am avut o seara…interesanta sa zicem. Am alergat pe strazile goale ale orasului cu mainile desprinse de corp ca si cum as zbura,am strigat si am zambit mai larg ca niciodata.Moment de fericire.Dar acum voi mai face un survey pentru frumusetea scrierii si pentru ca vad ca sunt pe val.

1. Where is your cell phone? – On the Desk
2. Your boyfriend/girlfriend? – Again with the boyfriend thing.I AM NOT GAY ! My girlfriend is none of your business again
3. Your hair? – wet right now,dark-brown usually
4. Work? –  All work and no play makes Poppy a dull boy
5. Your father? – At work all day.
6. Your favorite thing? – Dreaming
7. Your dream last night? – I had about two but i only remember fable detailes of them
8. Your favorite drink? – beer
9. Your dream car? – Ford Mustang(and no Floare de Colt,I really thought about it:)) )
10. The room you’re in? – Best place in the world,my room
11. Your pet? – Pisi and Kitteh
12. Your fears? – Loneliness
13. What do you want to be in 10 years? – Wiser and happier
14. Where did you hang out last night? -I took a walk with Diana
15. What you’re not good at? – Gymnastics
16. Eyebrow rings on the opposite sex? -Haven’t really thought of it but I’m not to eager to try it.
17. One of your wish list items? -I wouldn’t really call it an item 😛
18. Where you grew up? –  Lugoj
19. The last thing you did? -Drink Cocoa
20. What are you wearing? -Comfy Clothes
21. what aren’t you wearing? -Socks, Watch
23. Your computer? -PC and Laptop.Double Trouble :))
24. Your life? -Going better and better(or at least i’d like to belive that)
25. Your mood? -Lazy
26. Missing? – Summer
27. Who are you thinking about right now? -Diana-chan
28. Your car? – FURIA VERDE Ford Fiesta :))
29. Your work? -Again with the work :))
30. Your summer? -As good as it gets
31. Your relationship status? – There is no status.Statuses are for Yahoo Messenger.
32. Your favorite colour? -Violet
33. When is the last time you laughed?-Last night
34. Last time you cried? – Can’t remember
35. School? – Superba Universitate Politehnica Timisoara.
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MOUTHOLOGY

What is your salad dressing of choice? – Meat? :))
What is your favorite fast food restaurant?-I hate fast food restaurants but if i have to choose KFC
What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?-Alexix Notte
What food could you eat every day and not get sick of it?-No idea.I don’t wanna try it though
What are your pizza toppings of choice?-Salami,Bacon EXTRA CHEESE and maybe some eggs and mushroom
What do you like to put on your toast?-butter&cheese
What is your favorite type of gum? – Orbit proffesional white

TECHNOLOGY

What is your wallpaper on your computer? -Haley Bennett and a beach with a palm-tree on my laptop
How many televisions are in your house?-4
Do you use a laptop or desktop?-both

BIOLOGY

Are you right-handed or left-handed?-right handed
Do you like your smile?-not much but it makes me feel great when i smile :))
What’s your best feature?-eyes i guess.
Have you ever had anything removed from your body?-Nothing that should  be there but it had to be removed.I’m fully equipped:))
Which of your five senses do you think is keenest?-Smell
When was the last time you had a cavity?-not so long ago.paaaaaaaaaain.
What is the heaviest item you lifted last?-Bed
Have you ever been knocked unconscious?-No.I’m too big:))

BULLCRAPOLOGY

If you could, would you wanna know the day you were going to die?-Who cares?Only if i knew it two days before it would happen so i could do some things:))
Is love for real?- It’s surreal.It’s more than real.
If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?-No changing for me.It fits perfectly to my character.
What color do you think looks best on you?-Black,or so i’ve been told
Have you ever swallowed a non-food item by mistake?-Who hasn’t?
Have you ever saved someone’s life?-I think so.
Has someone ever saved yours?-in a wierd way yes.

DAREOLOGY

Would you walk naked down a public street for $100,000?-define public street :))
Would you kiss a member of the same sex for $100?-I’m pretty money-hungry but kissing a guy…maybe for 200$ :))
Would you cut off one of your little fingers for $200,000?-MY PINKY???NEVER YOU SICK BASTARDS!!! :))
Would you never blog again for $50,000?-Of course.I’d stop this blog and create a new one :))Suckers.
Would you pose naked in a magazine for $250,000?-Why would anyone want to see me naked?But fuck yeah:))
Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?-It depends on the size of the bottle but i think i’d do it.
Would you give up watching television for a year for $25,000?-YES. We have live-streaming dude,who needs tv when i can watch it on my pc.That’s an easy buck:))

DUMBOLOGY

What is in your left pocket?-I don’t have one right now:))But usually it’s my wallet.
Is Napoleon Dynamite actually a good movie?- I heard it’s stupid
Do you sit or stand in the shower?-stand
Could you live with roommates?-I already do.WICKED TIME BABY!!!
How many pairs of flip flops do you own?-none
Where were you born?-Lugoj
Last time you had a run-in with the cops?-Almost a year ago.Rutine car-licence check.
What do you want to be when you grow up?-Trainer I guess.
Who is number 1 on your top friends?-Mishi
Have you ever got drunk/high with this person?-Not really drunk but we drank together lots of times.
Who is number 2 on your top friends?-Deea
Do you like them?-Of course.
When did you meet them?-Both Mishi and Deea over 4 years ago.
Who is your number 3 on your top friends?-Ureche
Have you slept in the same bed with this person?-Sick fuckers
Would you ever live with this person?-roomie probably
Who is your number 4 in your top friends?-Diana-chan
Have you ever kissed/hugged them?-We’ve never actually met but do virtual hugs count?:))
When was the last time you talked to them in person?-yesterday
LASTOLOGY

Friend you talked to?-Mishi
Last person you called?-Mishi
Person you kissed?-Diana on the cheek yesterday
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When?- Yesterday
Would you kiss that person again?- Why not?
FAVORITOLOGY

Number?-5,7,10
Seasons?-summer,winter
CURRENTOLOGY

Missing someone?-Yup
Mood?-Eager
Listening to?-3 Doors Down – Citizen/Sodier
Worrying about?-College

RANDOMOLOGY

First place you went this morning?-PC
What can you not wait to do?-Go to a college party.
What’s the last movie you saw?-College
Do you smile often?- YES
Are you a friendly person?-Pretty Much
Good, the first half is over, now have some more fun:
1. Where is the boy you like now? –  I DON’T LIKE BOYS YOU MONGROLLING COCKSUCKERS(Diana-chan sorry for swearing so much but these guys really piss me off:)) )
2. What were you doing Friday night?-Out in zodiac with friends
3. Name something you did yesterday?-I ran with arms wide open through the city.
4. Last person you text messaged?-Mishi
5. Who was the last person to call you?-Mum
6. What are you doing right now?-listening to music and answering questions and waiting to leave
7. Next time you travel out of the country where will it be to?-Japan I hope but I think it’ll be croatia or serbia
8. What color are your eyes?- brown
9. Are you allergic to anything?-Nothing.I’m bullet proof                                                                               10. Are you dating the last person you kissed?-No
11. Last place you ordered food from?-Alberto
12. Who was the last person you shared a bed with?-Deea I think.
13. What color is your hair?-Brown
14. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?-A lot of them actually.I’m a pretty good singer,or at least i was.Now i sing in my sleep:)) LALALALALALA.
15. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?- This again?:))I though we went over this.
16. Who knows a secret or two about you?-Deea
17. When was the last time you lied?-Possibly yesterday:))
18. Do you like fire?-I’m a pyromaniac
19. Did you have a nap today?-Nope.I don’t nap
20. What is your favorite drink?-Jeesh not again.Fuck you guys
21. What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?-jeans
25. Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing now?-From my uncle
26. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?-Strangely enough yes
28. Is anyone jealous of you?-I hope so:))
30. Have any regrets?-I don’t think so.Not any major ones at least.
31. Where were you 1 hour ago?-Right here
32. Where were you 8 hours ago?-Bed
35. Has anyone ever told you that they like you more than as a friend?-Yes
37. Is cheating ever okay?-Defenetly not
38. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?-Ureche,my car.
39. What are you looking forward to?- Next weekend
41. Have you kissed anyone in the past week?-I don’t think so,no.

43. What are you listening to?-3 doors down  – it’s not my time
45. Favorite Sports Team?-POLI TIMISOARA!!!
46. What song do you want played at your funeral?-Bon Jovi  – It’s my life:))Got ya fuckers:)).
47. What were you doing 12 AM last night?-I have no clue:))
48. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?-What did i dream last night?
49. Who will you be with this Saturday night?-No idea.
50. What woke you up this morning?-Nothing in particular
52. Is tomorrow going to be a good night?-I think so
53. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?-not yet.
55. How many myspace accounts do you have?-one that i never used:))
56. Do or did you like school?-I miss high-school
56. Would you take a bullet for anyone?-Clearly yes.I don’t value my life that much.
57. Where would you like to live?-Tokio
58. Do long distance relationships work?-Maybe but i highly doubt it.
59. Does your crush like you? – No idea.
60. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?-Working and having fun.
61. Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?-NO.
62. Does a kiss make your cuts feel better?-That’s just folklore but it helps if you think it does.
63. Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? Why would i passout there?:))
64. Can you cook?-Some things yes.
65. What shoe do you put on first, left or right?-I have no order
66. Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?-Yup.
67. Have you had more than 3 boyfriends/girlfriends at the same time?-At the same time?Are you kidding me?:))
68. Have you ever thought about your death?-Hasn’t every man?
69. Whats your hair color?-If you ask me this one more time i swear i will hurt you:))Somehow…
70. Where do you put your towel after taking a shower?-I hang it up somewhere
71. What color is your shower curtain?-I don’t have a shower curtain.
72. Have you ever had stitches?-No
73. Are you straight?-THANK GOD I AM.
74. Did you believe that girls have cooties?- :))That’s so Dexter of you.
75. Do you know how to use chop sticks?-OH YEAH I DO.:D
76. Can you finish the phrase, “Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?”-I wouldn’t want to finish it:))
78. Do you sometimes believe that guys have PMS?-Guys have PMS but we don’t bleed,we’re just in a very bad mood.
79. Who was the last person you couldn’t take your eyes off of?- Lavi.Mai precis Lavi’s eyes.
80. Have you ever given money to a homeless person?-Yes
81. Have you ever run over an animal?-Thank God No.
82. What is your favourite cereal?-Viva :))
83. Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter? -Nope
84. Have you gotten a text today?-Yup
85. Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?-Yup,but i wouldn’t advise it.
86. Where’s your favorite place to be?-On a hill under a tree watching the sky with someone of even alone.
88. It’s Wednesday afternoon, where are you usually?-La camin probabil.
89. Who are the last four people to send you a text message?-Mishi,mum,teo,lilah.
91. What are you listening to?-NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.Deja ma enerveaza intrebarile astea:))
92. Your christmas list consists of?-Snow and a walk with someone through it.
93. Your ex just asked you out and you say?-Okay.We’re friends now.
94. You’re going to New York for school shopping, where do you go first?-OMG CENTRAL PARK!!!Fuck shopping.It’ NY CITY.
95. You need a new pair of jeans, what store do you go to first?-No freakin idea:))I’m no girl.
96. How do you feel about your hair?-It’s complicated:))
97. What time do you wake up for school?-7 am usually.but it depends on when i have classes tomorow.
98. What movie is in your DVD player?-Get Smart.
99. Last two numbers in your phone number?-Mum,blaj marius.
100. Who calls you by a nickname?-Many people:))Poppy is very popular:))
101. What side of the bed do you sleep on?-Both.
102. Do you like roller coasters?-No.
103. Favorite T.V. show?-How i met your mother,two and a half men,californication,the simpsons,family guy,american dad,south park and many more but i don’t watch them on tv.
104. Your last IM was from?-Teo
105. Favorite Beverage?-Oh you assholes,i will really hurt you.
106. When’s the next time you’ll kiss someone of the opposite sex?-I don’t have a clock for this:))
107. What do your pants look like?-Gray
108. Are you tired?-Nope.
109. Do you have to pee?-Just did it.
110. Would you kiss the cook of tonights dinner?- I’m not that narcisistic:)).Tonight I cook:)).
111. Laugh much?-Not much recently
112. What are your plans for Saturday?-No plans yet.
114. Favorite sit down restaurant?-We went over this.I will inflict huge amounts of pain if this goes on.
115. Bubble gum flavor of choice?-Mint?
116. What do you want to be when you grow up?-Again…Trainer…Remember the pain?
117. The most excitement you had this week?-The week just started.
118. What do you usually order at Taco Bell?- Never been,never will go.
119. Have you ever sat all the way through Gone With the Wind?-I don’t remember.
120. When was the last time you were up all night?-Not so long ago.
121. Where is your favorite place?-I told you.That hill…
122. Do you ever think about the price of gasoline?-YES.IT’S FREAKIN EXPENSIVE.
123. Do you sleep with a fan on?-nope
124. What’s the best thing about winter?-the air that makes you feel happier and a white christmas.maybe new years eve too.
125. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?-Depends.Not much though.
126. How many states have you been to?-Most of them in romania,I haven’t been in the usa yet.
127. Are you currently planning a trip?-Not yet.
128. Who was the last person you read something out loud to?-My roomies.
129. Last time you forced yourself to do something?-I don’t remember.
130. Have you ever googled your name and found somebody?-Just now:)).
140. Who’s your number one?-My number one what?
141. Can you drive?-Yup.
142. What makes you feel like you are young again?-Well i’m pretty young so…:))
143. Do you ever type “kik” or “;p’;” instead of “lol”?-I don’t type lol usually:)).I hate that word.
144. Do you know how to play chess?-Not much
145. Whats on your mind right now?-Dream catch me :)).

THANG GOT THIS IS OVER.Nu credeam ca o sa dureze asa mult.Si are aproape 2400 de cuvinte.So m-am plictisit destul.Cheers my friends.

Published in: on October 13, 2008 at 1:22 pm  Comments (2)  

Self-search…

In ultima vreme am avut multe post-uri in care raspundeam la diverse intrebari despre mine.N-am idee de ce tot merg pe drumul acesta.Poate incerc sa ma regasesc, sa-mi dau seama ce am devenit pentru ca ma simt putin ciudat in corpul meu momentan.Azi voi continua seria Autocautarii cu urmatorul Survey:

* Name :  Popescu Alexandru-Cornel
Nick Name :  Poppy,Popi,Popy,Poppi nu am idee cum se scrie fiindca toti il scriu altfel
* Birthdate :  05.07.1989
* Birthplace:  Lugoj
Current Location:  Timisoara 5/7 lugoj 2/7
Eye Color:  Brown
Hair Color:  Brown
Height:  1.88
Weight:  98KG(Fuck I’m fat:)) )
Piercings:  Hate ’em
Tatoos: Not any permenent ones
Boyfriend/Girlfriend:  No boyfriend thank God.Girlfriend…None of your business
Vehicle:  Car: Ford Fiesta
Overused Phrase:  “Luami-ai coaiele-n gura” “No Shit?” “Scuze am fost cu capu in nori”

FAVORITES
* Food:  Don’t have one.Probabil  ceva nesanatos.
Pub/Disc/Restaurant:  Zodiac/New Yorker(care s-a inchis din pacate si in locul sau s-a mutat un cacat de Exclusive)/Alexix Notte
Candy:  Don’t eat that crap.
* Number:  5
* Color:  Violet
Animal:  Lolcat
Drink:  Beer & Mineral Water
Body Part on Opposite sex:  Eyes
Perfume:  Givenci
TV Show:  How I Met Your Mother,Two And A Half Men
Music Album:  Howie Day – Stop All the World Now; Westlife – Back Home
Movie:  The Shawshank Redemption,Eurotrip,Serendipity,If Only
Actor/Actress:  Jason Statham/Haley Bennett

This or That
* Pepsi or Coke:  Both,I can’t decide.It depends
McDonalds or BurgerKing:  None
Chocolate or Vanilla : Both but chocolate a little bit more
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:  Hot Chocolate(Coffee is for addicts)
Kiss or Hug:  Hug
Dog or Cat:  CAT
Rap or Punk:  Punk
* Summer or Winter: Both,but summer rules
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:  FUNNY MOVIES.
* Love or Money:  Love

YOUR…
* Bedtime: Weekdays 01.00 Weekends 03.00-04.00
* Most Missed Memory:  High-School
* Best phyiscal feature:  Eyes
First Thought Waking Up:  “Fuck it’s morning”
Ambition:  Proving everyone wrong and show them that things are reachable when you really belive.
Best Friends:  Mishi
Weakness:  Smiles
Fears:  Loneliness
Longest relationship: 2 months

HAVE YOU…
* Cheated Your Partner: No
* Ever been beaten up:  Yes but not so badly
* Ever beaten someone up:  Same as before
Ever Shoplifted:  No
Ever Skinny Dipped: YES
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: Of course you nimrod.
Been Dumped Lately:  Lately no,often yes.

IN A GUY/GIRL
* Favorite Eye Color:  Sea-blue but i’m starting to be more attracted to brown and black-eyes.No idea why
* Favorite Hair Color:  Blond but again that old flame is going out.Brunettes do it more for me now.
Short or Long:  Medium
Height:  1.65-1.70
Style:  Anti-Pitzi Style
* Looks or Personality:  Personality
Hot or Cute : Cute
Muscular or Really Skinny: A girl?Wierd question:)) Normal

RANDOMS
What country do you want to Visit: JAPAN
How do you want to Die:  With a smile on my face
Been to the Mall Lately:  I guess
Get along with your Parents:  Pretty much
* Health Freak:  Are you kidding me? Not even a little 🙂
Do you think your Attractive:  No,I belive I’m ugly annoing and I would advise anyone to stay away from me. But that’s just me:))
* Believe in Yourself: 90% of the time yes.
Want to go to College:  I AM THERE ASSWHIPE.
Do you Smoke:  FUCK NO.Smoking is for weaklings.
Do you Drink:  Ocasionaly
Shower Daily:  Pretty much.
* Been in Love:  Yes…
Do you Sing:  Yup and I love it
Want to get Married:  Yes
Do you want Children:  Yes
Age you wanna lose your Virginity: How about you smell my asshole and answear that eh? 😀
Hate anyone:  No one right now. I love people,I like people and the rest are just irrelevant 🙂

Asa.Inca un survey incheiat fara concluzie trasa. Nu m-am surprins prea mult acum.Hope you enjoy some shallow detailes about me.Take Care.

Published in: on October 12, 2008 at 2:23 am  Comments (1)  

Death…

I don’t know why people are faced with this unavoidable path.We are born,we live and wie die.It’s just the way things work.You may want to start speaking about destiny because if death is the end for us all and we can’t change it,we can only postpone it then it means we all suffer from the disease called “destiny”.If you belive that you can make your own path and find your own way of life then it’s perfectly normal and true but in the end we all end up the same way.It’s said that the moment before death you see your whole life flashing before your eyes.All the important moments,the good and the bad ones, flow like an old movie that just gets ripped at one point.And then it stops…the long beating of your heart just dissapears into the ongoing darkness and paradoxaly you head into a light…hoping that maybe,just maybe,you’re off to a better place.No one knows for sure if that’s how it is because,well you get it,no one lived to tell the tale of death. A person only dies when he is forgotton,but does that really mean that much?It takes some time but then you just vanish and your grave remains untouched and you are off into the unknown leaving everything you’ve lived for,everything you’ve ever cherished, behind.They will move on because that’s the way life works,but how do you feel?Are you alone again?No one really knows for sure until they reach that certain moment.If someone has the courage to be with you in your final moments then that means that you really had someone that cared for you in this life.A man on his death bed will tell you his last piece of advice,the last thing he hopes will help you live on.If you loved him,then you’ll surely remember his last words and they will surely be of great help one day.It is said that if it rains on the day of the funeral then the person who died really loved life and wanted to be with his loved ones at least a little bit more.So many things are said and no one knows which of them are true…but one thing is for sure…death hurts people…it’s unavoidable and it’s painful to watch,yet alone be the one who dies…So just be prepared and live your life the way you want because there really is nothing to lose in this game.

Published in: on October 4, 2008 at 11:47 pm  Leave a Comment  

Tag You’re It…

The rules of the game:

RULE #1 : People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 : Tag 6 people to do this quiz and they cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

I guess I wouldn’t be that surprised since it wouldn’t be the first time but I’d be really dissapointed.I’d probably sulk for some time and watch some movies that represent something to me.I don’t think I’d start a huge argument.I’d just break it off and try to live on.

2. If you have a dream you’d like to come true, what is it?

The one in which I can actually fly would be pretty nice but I doubt that that’s an option so i’ll settle for the one where I can change a major thing in this world for the better or the one where I just live a happy life with my family(I know they’re contradictory but those are my dreams).

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

Nobody in particular now.Not anyone that I can think of.I’m a lover not a fighter.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

Buy my own place somewhere far away in the mountains,get a landing strip there,get an airplane and a flying license and go there whenever I feel the need to think.I’d also help a lot of people and of course invest it for future profit.

5. Will your best friend always be your best friend?

It hasn’t been like that up until now but I hope this time it’ll remain this way.

6. Have you ever been in love with two people at once?

Well I guess so but I don’t think I can call them both love at the same time.Maybe one was love the other was just a crush.Who knows?

7. How long would you wait for someone you really loved?

A day…A month…A year…I don’t know…Right now I feel I could wait forever…If I had to wait at that place where we met then I’d wait as long as it takes…

8. If you won the lottery, would you quit your job?

It depends on the job.I’m in college now so no quitting.

9. Who is on your celebrity top 5…you know, the ones…that if you ever had an opportunity…

Kate Beckinsale; Haley Bennett; Hayden Panettiere; Hillary Duff(but only the old version when she was blond and cute and inocent) and that’s about it.There is someone else but she’s no celebrity

10.What sucks the life out of you?

College classes,long trips,thoughs,I do a pretty good job myself.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?

Married,Happy,Smiling,Somewhere far with the person I love for a short while where we can just forget about all the stress of this life.I’m pretty much a simpleton but I’m better than any self-overating bastard.

12. What’s your greatest fear/phobia?

Loneliness in all it’s forms.I don’t fear almost anything.Death is pretty much iminent for everyone so no reason to fear it.I fear what I can do to myself through my twisted ways.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?

Someone that I can relate too and that’s going through something similar as I am  —> http://glassowater.wordpress.com

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

I just wanna be happy. Sadly I don’t know which one will make me happier…but since I think I know myself  I would say married and poor.Still I wouldn’t settle for that and I’d work my ass of to give my family a good lifestyle and then I’d be married and rich.Perfect.

15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?

Grumble,Open the PC,Pee,Write down my dream.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

Pretty much.It’s in my nature and I wouldn’t have it any other way.Althought it’s not the healthiest way for a relationship to develop because if it suddenly ends it’s pretty painful.Still I belive that it’s the true way to live a relationship and whether or not it hurts you have to give it all to feel it all.

17. Is your career vitally important to you?

Nope.I have no interest in a particular career.As long as it’s pleasent and pays for a good lifestyle then it’s ok whatever it is.Again, I’m a man of simple needs and wishes.Whatever you think about that is up to you.

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

I don’t think that’s humanly possible but I still try to do it.I don’t like staying mad with someone.I usually forgive them but again,it depends on HOW horrible it is.

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?

Being single has it’s advantages but it still doesn’t compare to a relationship.Or at least that’s my opinion.It’s something else and much more better.Sure for some it sounds bad or like it’s restricting boundaries but that’s not it at all.It’s because of this mentality that a relationship these days is hardly considered more than sex.

20. List 6 people to tag:

I hope you guys try this.   Alice – http://aliceaupaysdesmerveilles.wordpress.com/

Laura – http://floaredecolt.wordpress.com/

Alexa – http://ucidevisul.wordpress.com/

Cami  – http://storytellerdiamond.wordpress.com/

Virgil  – http://okcompute.wordpress.com/

Don’t Date That Dude – http://dontdatethatdude.wordpress.com/

I hope you all do it and not only the ones i tagged.Happy MEME-ing people.I’m a man that can’t be moved…

Published in: on October 3, 2008 at 11:35 pm  Comments (6)