Shimmer…

What are you willing to risk? What sacrifices would you make for something important? Will you go against the world? If you have all the odds against you…would you take that big risk and give it your all to see your dream come true? Ce suna a comedie romantica cele scrise mai sus…dar why not? No matter how cold you act…nor does it matter how much you relinquish the fact that you wish for such a love story…you want it…deep down somewhere…your attitude towards life…you acting angry,sad,like you don’t give a shit at all…it’s all just a mask…you desire your own song…your own mellody of life…you see yourself being played along the notes that surround the world…you feel lifted above all that worries you…you are purely and ultimately care free…like a deep breath of air…all around you is gone…exept you and that important thing…god…what a feeling…so undescribable…i can hardly find my words…this funny, yet emotional experience is best compared to a shimmering light in a dark and grey world…something small but brighter than anything you will ever encounter…sadly it is belived that all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade…mostly this is true due to the fact that everyone is waiting for it to vanish…or even worse…some don’t even think they can reach it…god…i sound really stupid…all this is so hard to belive…still i belive it…and i’m writing because i want to convince people that there is something much more to life than just going through it…i might sound like a stupid dreamer that doesn’t face “reality”…but why would i be as cold as so many out there?Why would I not care?…Why should I just leave the world alone and mind my own business…To hell with that…I want to show the world i care…I want to show that i give a shit…I want to show everybody that i fight for what is important…I wish people would care just a little bit more…express yourself more…smile more…help more…be a good friend more often…accept more…love more…just…don’t lose your human side…for our feelings are the ones that devide us from other beings…everything seems broken…everthing seems lost…everything seems a waste of time…well it’s not…if you love someone don’t let him go…not just yet…you can never be sure that person comes back even though the feelings could be bothsided…of course not all people can be the same…not all people like to talk…not all people fight…which in my opinion is the problem…there is surely something everone desires at a certain moment in time…well god damn it, if you want it then go get it you idiot…it’s not gonna wait there forever…don’t let it become a memory…fulfill your wish…fulfill your dream…stand up tall and never forget…even if at first you don’t succede…try again…and again…and again…and if something is not meant to be…you will realise it…but if you belive with everything you are…then whatever stands in your way…you can overcome…and i don’t care if you think this is a bunch of crap…you can achieve anything…you may be paraplegic…or depressed…or you feel there is nothing that you could do to win her heart over…or whatever the cause may be…you can do it…you can walk again…you can smile again…you can show her how you feel and make her realise she feels the same…just belive me for once…dissapointment is a part of life…never let it get to you…belive…fight…show everybody you mean it…show who needs to see you mean it…take a deep breath and just go for it…ready…set…GO!!!

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Published in: on April 11, 2008 at 10:48 pm  Comments (1)  

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  1. Hi! I’m justing visiting random blogs…trying to expand my own little blogging world, I stumbled upon yours, and just wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed it.


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