Music That Soothes The Soul – Part I…

Ma gandeam sa fac o mica lista cu unii oameni care imi sunt dragi si cu unele melodii care,dupa parerea mea,li se potrivest dintr-un motiv sau altul.Oamenii sunt din toate colturile acestei tari si fiecare are acel “spark”,cum spun dragii nostri americani,care ii face speciali pentru mine.Without further ado,incepem:

Prima care mi-a sarit in cap a fost Sorina(alias: Sys) pentru ca n-am vazut de mult o persoana care sa fie asa entuziasmata de aparitia ultimului album Green Day.In plus,pe mine Green Day a reusit mereu sa ma binedispuna si sa-mi dea o stare de “fuck it all,doar avem muzica buna”.Asa ca prin urmare: Green Day – Know Your Enemy.

Daca tot suntem la subiectul Green Day,nu am cum sa uit de Alex,care chiar e un fan MARE Green Day.In plus,la karaoke nimeni nu-l batea la Wake Me Up When September Ends. Asa ca,avand in vedere ca va pleca and he will be missed: Green Day – Wake Me Up When September Ends.

Trecem la ceva mai clasic: Guns N’ Roses – Sweet Child O’Mine. Evident e pentru Nadia.Of course ca e incapatinata,dar altfel n-ar fi so much fun. Daca e cineva cu care poti avea o discutie interesanta,in primul rand despre muzica,e ea.Always a pleasure.

Daca suntem in zona,nu putem sa nu mentionam pe domnisoara Ioana,care va fi supusa unei rapiri incontestabile in curand.La ea ma gandesc tot timpul cand ascult: Reamonn – Million Miles.Poate si pentru ca am primit-o de la ea,dar si pentru ca ea imi da senzatia ca e o persoana pentru care merita sa faci multe,doar ca sa o ai aproape.

Pentru domnisoara Irina(Becoming Irina) nu stiu sigur inca ce melodie se potriveste.Pentru Irene ar merge,dupa vorbele creatoarei: Sara Bareilles – Love Song dar nu stiu daca s-ar potrivi si Irinei.Imi e greu sa ma hotarasc momentan dar promit ca revin in una din urmatoarele parti.

Lilah ma duce cu gandul la multe melodii,poate pentru ca am trecut prin lucruri neasteptate cu ea.Dintre toate cele,cea care ma face sa ma gandesc tot timpul la ea e: The Ataris – In This Diary.E o melodie simpla,dar care ma duce cu gandul la vara…la vara aceea.

Mai introducem un caracter masculin printre cele ale sexului frumos si anume,inca, actualul meu coleg de camera, Popa.Daca n-as pune o melodie de la Metalica pentru el,l-as jigni adanc,asa ca: Metallica – Fade to Black.

Cam atat pentru prima parte.Voi reveni maine cu partea a IIa.

Tic,Tac,Tic,Tac…

Ei chiar am ramas fara idei.Chiar am dat totul din mine pe moment.Asa de secat de puteri nu m-am simtit de…pai cam niciodata daca stau bine sa ma gandesc. Totusi mai fac o ultima tentativa la a scrie ceva pentru ca aparent corpul meu se simte incarcat si trebuie sa debiteze ceva.

E curioasa chestia asta cu timpul nu-i asa? In principiu noi oamenii am creat notiunea de timp si am definit-o cu toate ca, prin asta, noi am definit unul din procedeele sigure prin care incheiem capitolul viata. Asa suntem noi oamenii, trebuie sa avem o denumire pentru orice. In fine, ceea ce vroiam sa spun e ca nu prea poti sa crezi intr-un moto precum “Nu exista destin, eu imi fac viata cum vreau eu” pentru ca la urma urmei tot acolo intre flori ajungem.Ce-i drept depinde de noi cat vrem sa ne prelungim viata. Ce ne asteapta dupa,nimeni nu stie si poate de aceea ne e frica sa murim.Frica de necunoscut a fost mereu cea mai mare frica a oamenilor. “White shores”, “Paradise”, “Heaven”, “Hell”, “Reincarnation” si asa mai departe. Putem cauta cat vrem ca nimeni nu poate fi sigur de ceea ce il asteapta.

Cel mai trist e cand trebuie sa vezi oamenii dragi tie ca mor, dar si ei la randul lor au trecut prin asta. The cycle of life.Poate suna insensibil dar nu asta era scopul.Nu am zis niciodata sa nu va pese,am spus doar ca e ceva normal si ca lumea intelege cand treci prin asa ceva.Am avut o descatusare totala si nu prea pot sa exprim in cuvinte ceea ce am trait asa ca  vreau sa schimb subiectul.

Dupa un an 7 luni si 2 zile am ajuns la 10.077 de views pe acest minuscul blog. In comparatie cu multi alti bloggeri e o nimica toata.Altii au aceasta cifra de afaceri zilnic.Dar pentru mine e o realizare.Stiu ca nu scriu cele mai bune lucruri tot timpul sau ca mai fac anumite greseli dar la urma urmei cu toate acestea am ajuns si eu la 10.000 de vizitatori. Am scris despre o fetita mica ratacita pe undeva prin viata mea, am scris despre liceu, am scris diverse filozofii pe care nu le realizez in acel moment dar pur si simplu atunci am simtit eu ca e clipa potrivita sa dau drumul in lume la opinia proprie despre un anumit subiect,am scris despre lilah, am scris despre ade,am scris despre laura, am scris despre diana, am scris despre o multime de persoam, am scris cand am fost nervos, am scris cand am fost beat, am scris cand am fost in alta lume si m-am simtit al naibii de bine de fiecare data. Acesta este post-ul cu numarul 106.

In general scriu ceea ce simt,am infiintat acest blog pentru ca scrisul imi oferea o dezlegare puternica si o deconectare de la tot ce ma inconjura dar odata cu trecerea timpului a ajuns sa fie mult mai mult decat atat. Sper sa am dreptate cand spun ca am mai si progresat de cand am inceput sa scriu si imi doresc sa spun peste cativa ani ca am evoluat si mai mult pe acest plan. Ca orice om imi doresc mai mult si sper sa ating acel punct.Voi incerca in orice caz.Imi propun sa scot un short story bun,in primul rand, si apoi voi mai vedea.Inca nu sunt multumit de ceea ce am realizat si mai trebuie sa lucrez iar timpul pe care il am la dispozitie nu e chiar mult, dar ca orice roman ma descurc cum pot.

In final as vrea sa va multumesc tuturor pentru sustinere si pentru ca imi urmariti din cand in cand scrierile.Inseamna mult pentru mine si voi incerca sa nu dezamagesc prea tare de acum inainte.Criticile cu bun simt sunt mereu binevenite si prin bun simt ma refer la faptul cum sunt exprimate nu la ceea ce se refera.Eu incerc sa-mi corectez defectele pe parcurs si daca cineva are ceva de spus ii voi fi recunoscator pentru mana de ajutor.De altfel daca aveti vreun subiect pe care v-ati dori sa-l tratez puteti sa lasati un comment si ma voi ocupa de el cand pot.Multumesc inca o data pentru sustinere.

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For Those Who Touched My Life…

I’m never writing anything concrete, I just philosophise about certain problems in life never giving any stable meaning to them.They may be mine or someone elses but I never say exactly what happend.This post is just for a few people that I care about and those I wish to tell a few things but I’d rather say it this way…

Lilah – You’ve been there for quite some time.I don’t know where that somewhere is but I know it’s inside of me.You were a really big part of my life…someone I don’t think I can ever replace in that particular way.We used to dream about our stars that never seemed to fade away,yet they still did.Things happend,people changed(maybe not for the best) and we were torn apart.I just want you to know that you’ll always have that special place in me.I’m glad that you were a part of my life and that you made it brighter that summer of 2007 that seemed endless.Goodbye.

Laura – People meet in wierd ways don’t they? Well maybe meet is kind of streched out here because we’ve never actually met, still I’ve grown to see a good friend in you.You have that certain something of childish behaviour and unexpected maturity that few people can balance just right.I’m glad that you’re part of my life even if I don’t know how long it’ll last but I hope as long as possible.You’re that spot of colour that always knows what to say.(By the way,it’s gonna be allright ­čÖé )Goodbye.

Teo – ┬áSometimes I think you have more energy than a five year-old and that’s hard to beat.You never seem tired not even when you say that you’re on the verge of passing out.Talking to you is always fun even though most of the time there’s nothing remotely serious in the conversation.Maybe that’s what so good about it.People have to forget about everyday worries and just relax.Talking about random, unesential stuff is just great and it helps forget about all the crappy things in my life.I’m glad we’re friends and I hope we’ll have a lot of fun together.Goodbye.

Deea – So we’ve know eachother for over four and a half years and you’ve become a huge part of my life.One of the most important parts actually.My life would have been significantly different if we’d have never met on that faithful day of May. You’re my sister,you’re my friend,you’re so much more to me than most people.I want you to know that I love you very, very much and that I’m someone you can always count on,in good and in bad times.I’m your big brother even though it’s just something we settled.I may be a little overprotective at times but that’s only because I care.And you know I’m never serious with those things. Sometimes I said some bad things and I hurt you even though you were only trying to help and I’m sorry for those times.I love you sister and I hope we’ll always stay friends.Goodbye.

Lavi – I can’t belive I still remember when we met for the first time.I mean when we talked,cause it was long before we actually met.It was during a beerfest here in Lugoj and we met on that stupid chatting program Mirc.You were LPGirl,liking linking park.That was about 3 and a half years ago.It’s been so long and you’ve grown so beautiful.You’ve grown a lot but you still have a long way to go.I’m still very proud of you and I want you to know that however far I may seem I’m always close to you if you need absolutely anything. You’re a wonderful person and I’m sure you’ll always be happy.Goodbye.

Ade – That is your name right?I’m just kidding. I don’t think I’ve EVER met someone as…larger than life as you.And no I don’t mean it in the ironic way you’re thinking of.I mean that you’ve just turned my world upside down over and over again that I just don’t know if I’m on the ceiling or on the ground anymore. You’re loud,annoying,crazy,you’re a foul-mouth,yet you still manage to keep me interested.We have totally different views on any subject,yet arguing was never more fun.You never listen to my advice although you insist that I tell you what to do.You just drive me nuts,but you’re one of my best friends and I really have no idea how my life would be without you.Probably with less heart attacks and less fun.So I go for heart attacks. I think there’s not even one conversation I’ve had with you(even those where we actually fought) when I haven’t laughed or grinned.Sometimes you leave me without words(and it’s not always in a good way).Still I’m glad I know you for over seven months and that we’re friends even though in the begining none of us thought we’d make it over two weeks.It just goes to show you that plans never work out.(Oh and remember that you’ll miss your wedding because of me ­čÖé ).Goodbye.

Diana – I don’t even know where to begin…It’s like you just appeared out of nowhere when I needed it most. You just showed up and you never left to my content.I can’t even begin to describe what I feel. You’ve blown my mind and amazed me every single day.What’s so special about you?Well I don’t know what everyone else thinks but to me you’re just incredible.I don’t think there’s even one person in this world that I can relate to more than you.You’re a loving and caring soul,you’re pure and beautiful,you’re funny and inteligent,you understand everything I’m going through as if it were you and I think I feel the same.You’re not interesting…you’re fascinating.I’d just like to spend as much time as possible with you.You colour my world and you put a smile on my face everytime.I just don’t know what to say.Things feel so simple and natural around you.Maybe I’m crazy,maybe I’m stupid but that’s just how I feel and I’m not going to lie about this. I wish that you’d always be a part of my life…but if this should ever end I want you to know that I am happy that in this life I had someone like you there.You really made a huge difference although it may not seem like that.I wish things could stay simple but somehow they always tend to get complicated…What can I say, there are some things that just happen…I’m sorry…Diana-chan…Goodbye…

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Hey there my Lilah…

Hey lilah…ce faci?eu stau noptile pe calculator si iti scriu un articol…pentru tine…ascult goo goo dolls…si scriu…iti scriu…pentru ca trebuie…pentru ca asta simt…ai dreptate…un om nu-si poate tine sentimentele in frau…oricat ar vrea…dar nu asta conteaza…m-ai facut sa zambesc…esti deosebita…esti ceea ce esti…te voi considera ingerul meu pentru totdeauna…sper ca vom fi mereu prieteni…eu voi pleca…dupa facultate voi pleca…si nu stiu daca o sa ne mai vedem vreodata…nu stiu daca o sa mai vad pe cineva vreodata…vreau sa plec…sa-mi gasesc locul…poate ma voi intoarce…poate aici este locul meu…dar nu am de unde stii…n-o sa uit niciodata cum am visat impreuna…sper sa visezi frumos si sa nu-ti pierzi niciodata stralucirea…nu stiu ce o sa devin…nu stiu unde voi ajunge…dar sigur nu te voi uita…ai adus un pic de lumina in viata mea si iti multumesc…stiu…suna ca si un mesaj de adio…eu trebuie sa-l scriu acum…asa simt…uite…se strecoara o lacrima pe obraz…sa nu te schimbi niciodata…tu esti idealul persoanei…lumea ar fi un loc mai frumos daca toti ar fi ca tine…sa ai grija de tine…voi fi mereu alaturi de tine in suflet…

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